My blue eyed monster (you're back?) That musty scent and crooked smirk Mischievous eyes full of permanent wonder Open my wounds and flood the dams Is there no pity? (Please it hurts again) No mercy left Leave my soul Fade into memories (tucked away safely) I bleed night after night Solace in old familiarity I sweat to hold my place in this world Fury easily attainable He whispers instead (with his thick arms around me) "Easy does it now" No, no you left me once Fear settles in but curiousity wins (again) Enticed by sweet honey-filled words Yes I know your face (I lived for your name) No word for years, you left You left (Your eyes touch my heart) You left You... Remember? You left me.